E - Nevus Notes: cancer

Today is Thanksgiving Day in the United States. Regardless of folk law, turkeys, posh looking Pilgrims with stiff collars and professional American football; the first Thanksgiving was less of a celebration of feasting success, and much more the appreciation of divine grace that they had been the recipients of a miracle that allowed them (the Pilgrims) to continue living. They thanked God not for turkey, corn or Native American friends (Indians to the less PC); they thanked their Heavenly Father for the miracle of continued life.
Today is a day of reflection in our house. After three years of struggle (almost to the day) we have been handed a miracle of continued life. Some will argue mightily that medicine and science have succeeded in Evan’s case. We do not discount this stance; but we also acknowledge that a power has been called to bear on Evan by no less that the effort of prayer. Those prayers have been yours, ours, and so many others who may just hear about Evan; and offer a quick word on his behalf in their conversations with God.
We cannot thank each of you enough for those words; however short, long, ugly or eloquent that conversation may have been. From those efforts we have received miraculous results. Both of Evan’s tumors have shown decreases in size of greater than 50% in very short time. Conventional wisdom is leading us to a reality that there will always be some residual scarring inside that we might equate with Jacob’s limp or Paul’s thorn for Evan; an ever present reminder that we are to be grateful recipients of a life touched by God. And a grateful heart touched by God has a greater responsibility.
Such a responsibility is not to stand on a rooftop praising God for our miracle. It is to pray for all whom we meet. It is to be compassionate and sharing with all who seek our counsel. It is to be a beacon of hope to those who feel lost and abandoned. It is to shore up the supports of those who have experienced loss beyond words; to share faith to those who face uncertainty.
Let us share the stories of 4 such people that you might offer prayers of hope, love and support; even as you may be reclining with your friends and family on this day of thanks.
Grant, 8 years old, and his family found out this spring that he had a brain tumor. After a valiant fight, Grant died earlier this fall. We know that he is in Heaven; but left behind are his mom, dad and older brother. Please pray for their peace during this tumultuous time, or offer a thought that they find hope and joy in the coming days and months.
Josiah, 14 years old and a talented athlete, and his family; found out early this fall that he had been diagnosed with malignant melanoma under unusual circumstances. His excisional surgery resulted in a status of NED (No Evidence of Disease) but they now face the uphill battle of getting a definitive diagnosis and treatment choices. Please pray for their insight and continued strength as they face a long uncertain road ahead of them, or offer a thought of thanks on their behalf while they push on in his battle.
Consider Rachel and her 2 year old son, just diagnosed with a malignancy associated with his nevus and NCM (Neuro Cutaneous Melanosis). He has begun a course of chemotherapy; and due to an extensive lack of study into this rarest of rare situations means that divine guidance for insights for their medical team is essential. A word for love, compassion and healing, a thought for peace and continued support would not be remiss.
Think of Chris who is Evan’s Sunday school teacher. She found out this fall that she had colon cancer. After surgery she now faces chemotherapy. She shaved her head to raise money for childhood cancer research and continues to teach Sunday school. Offer a thought and prayer for her continued courage and the strength of a husband who stands by her as a pillar of faith and service.
As you sit at your feast this afternoon, take a moment as you look at the plate of bounty before you and consider taking that time and pondering these words from Paul’s letter to the church in Thessalonica:

We always thank God for all of you, mentioning you in our prayers. We continually remember before our God and Father your work produced by faith, your labor prompted by love; and your endurance inspired by hope in our Lord Jesus Christ.

And as you go forth from this day, know in your heart that we do not toil alone in our journey; and no matter the size, weight or other dimension of your burdens you too will find support, love and encouragement from your Father – even when it sometimes comes from and through your fellow travelers.
In closing, as we enter the commercial fray of this holiday season; We thank you for your continued support as our battles continue; And we offer prayers of hope, peace, joy and love to each of you - in, by and through the power of the spirit of the season, The Holy Spirit. Many continued blessings to you all.

The last 5 weeks have been as eventful as they have been maintenance of the status quo. Evan presented his LEGO Mars Mission compilation at Brick Magic, a nationally attended convention with over 8,500 visitors. The next day he started chemo therapy. Then he developed extensive mouth sores, stopped chemotherapy, had his mouth recover, and restarted chemotherapy.
In the meantime back at the farm his Granddad, inspired by Evan, entered the world of computing with a splash. He purchased an IPAD. And between ordering and receiving, he took a five day break in a series of private rooms at the local hospital. So that on one day in the last two weeks, we had the oldest and the youngest of our local clan in hospitals 20 miles apart. (Of course they were both praying for the health and recovery each other). And that is the short hand version of our interpretation of the old adage: The more things change, the more they stay the same.
It is nearly impossible to comprehend extensive mouth sores. Just one at the tip of a tongue or on a lip where a tooth rubs brings most of us to our knees such is the intensity and exquisite nature of the pain. To hold a mouth with five, then seven and finally eleven is beyond our grasping, and yet Evan took it in stride. That stride lost over two pounds of weight, and ate milkshakes as meals for a week, but none the less he was prepared to continue the treatment. It was his doctor, Dr. Blatt, who saw no need to hurt for the sake of hurting. She took him off the medications for a couple of weeks to let his mouth recover, and now has him on a half dose regimen for the foreseeable future.
But why to you might ask has this entry been titled ‘Pay It Forward’. It actually all starts with you the reader of this blog and ends when you are able to see where your love flows. This principle was portrayed in the movie by the same title, where a school boy is challenged by an inspirational teacher to come up with an idea that will change the world, and then to put this idea into action. The epilogue is: The good you give out may not come back to you, but the impact you will have on the world and the awesome experiences of a ‘giving’ journey are overwhelmingly enriching.
A quick recount of how you have enriched Evan’s life. Without the insights of a friend, who has since passed away as a result of the ravages of melanoma, Evan would never have connected with Kids Wish Network. Without Kids Wish Network Evan never would have been able to get to LEGOLAND. Without many other readers and friends, he never would have received a near complete collection of ‘Mars Mission’ LEGO pieces that he just displayed to 8,500 other LEGO enthusiasts. Without you, he never would have had the parts to build his mega computer for the science fair. Without Kids Wish he never would have met LEGO Master Model builders or Joe Meno of Brick Journal. Without the compassion, friendship and love of the staff at UNC he would have been hard pressed to keep going down the treatment journey.
It is remarkable at how the web of connections, compassion and love have cradled Evan and his family through these last three years. Evan’s dad went to high school with Evan’s surgeon who in turn was the mentor to Evan’s granddad’s surgeon. Even the garage door repair man’s sister went to school with his mom.
This time has not been easy, but we have an awareness that we are not alone, we are loved and there are truly positive things that seem to rise from the possibilities of the deepest depressions. Perhaps it is the Phoenix of hope that we see in our lives through our interactions with you, even if that is just reading these notes.
Evan would like to pay it forward. Each time he goes to the hospital he takes three things: a new book, a way to access the internet, and LEGOs. What he has seen when he arrives varies upon the pediatric cancer clinic emphasis. While the building is new and bright, the faces on the patients, parents and staff will run the gamut. Some are sad, some are grim, and some are angry. The doctors present smiles that sometimes mask the underlying concerns of mortal details. Nurses bring laughter and joy that is sometime muted by the serious nature of working with poisons and children. Happiness and laughter bring healing. A hospital where the realities of sickness and death are the predominant theme is a tough place to bring an environment of Living Life Large. Cue Evan to enter stage Left.
In January 2010, Evan came up with the idea of a Mega Build (taking a small LEGO Figure and blowing it up to 8 feet tall) The hospital has some large open spaces, Evan has friends in the LEGO world, people want to do nice things, etc. etc. Then the naysaying questions began: Why would the hospital do this? Why would patients do this? Who would actually build it? Blah, blah, blah.
First concept refinement: Build ‘Jabba the Hut’ eight feet tall, and when it’s time, have the kids and patients in the cancer hospital break it down. The visual and touch power to break apart a slimy evil being that represents how they feel about the cellular invader’s in their bodies would be delightful entertainment.
Second hurdle: Contact the decision makers share the concept and sit back and watch it happen.
Third hurdle: sitting back is not an option. The hospital is onboard, always looking for ways to enhance patient experience and raise awareness. LEGO world headquarters loves the idea, LEGO responsible for US marketing in a depressed economy where every hospital this side of Hawaii is clamoring for something LEGO is a different nut altogether.
At this point, 6 months into the idea phase and meeting this perpetual resistance was tiring. It was also the time the idea was shared with Nathan Sawaya a LEGO Master Model Builder from NYC, and Steve Witt the LEGO coordinator for the Americas. A combination approach was recommended: build the model for scale (there isn’t a LEGO Jabba figure) and begin a lobbying effort.
The idea was again refined. Why do this at just one hospital. There are many hospitals and many patients who would benefit from the project across the US if not the world. Secondly, LEGO can be heated to sterilization temperatures so that even patients in isolation can participate in building. It can be used as a fundraising and awareness event for cancer projects across the country. Bricks could be bought by corporations for publicity and donations. LEGOs can be acquired for pediatric units across the world.
Hurdle Four: The present. To build a scale model of ‘Jabba’, Evan needs ~5,000 bricks to make a model 2 feet tall and 5 feet long. It needs to be built in the next 60 days, transported to Washington DC for Early August and will cost (at $.30/brick)$1,500 to build.
We will be mounting an email campaign directed toward LEGO management in Connecticut that will start around August 1. If you would like monetarily help with this project, if you feel this is a worthwhile endeavor, any donation, small or large, would be appreciated. Please send donations payable to: EVAN’s FUND to 2664 TIMBER DR - STE 198, GARNER, NC 27529.
And now some pictures from Brick Magic

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